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i posted this before...
but it was after i set the default security level of my journal...
so only my current friends saw it anyhow..

my journal is now

so it may have looked as if i hadn't posted in forever unless you're listed as a friend; when in actuallity i had been.

if you'd like to be added...
leave me a comment here...
and i may just add you.

thanks for your patience.
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    From Autumn to Ashes - Cherry Kiss

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i feel like shit.
equally emotionally, mentally and physically.
i can only imagine how i'd feel if i didn't have my meds.

i'm sick of drama.

saw Justin today at work.
he gets mad points for being the only person whom i've seen at work that i know.
shot the shit about art and supplies and other bullshit.

got out of work at liek 10:30 tonight.

late to lab this morning.. about a half hour.
just walked into class.. and Chef Moeller says to me in this half shitty tone...
"well hello Ethan..."
then i make some half shitty crack to him about his new haircut and how nice it looks on him.
and he tells me to shut the fuck up and sit down.
i thought to myself... "well, looks like i played that off well."

think i'm gonna goto bed early tonight.
i'm ready for a visit home.

i miss my mom.
i miss my friends.
i miss the country.
i miss being in a town of 20,000 people.
i miss having nothing to do ( like i have here), but having people to see. (like i don't here.)
i miss being able to drive.
i miss being able to drive 70 mph down a curvy country road like a pro.
i miss working at Berea College.
i miss everything about the place.
and as soon as i start to become content here.
i realize all the things i've really been missing.

and above all.
i miss being able to goto Pilot Knob Cemetary during the fall...
and just sit and think.

i think as long as they're willing to make a me a decent offer... my minds already made up.
i'm coming home after i graduate.
at least for a year or so to get my shit in line.

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  • Current Music
    Orbital - Halcyon & On & On

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game of champions:

popping popcorn on the stove with no lid, and seeing who can catch the most in a bowl.

winner gets something cool.
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    Rhapsody - The Wizards Last Rhymes

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tkingbacksunday8: sup g money
WintersDying: yo ass in da air?
tkingbacksunday8: shiiiiiiiiit
tkingbacksunday8: nigga be fo real
WintersDying: tight like yo little sissy coochie
tkingbacksunday8: i dont have a sis nigga
WintersDying: fuck!
WintersDying: does zach?
tkingbacksunday8: ya
WintersDying: well, his sissy then
tkingbacksunday8: i always fuck with him about it
WintersDying: we'll run da train on dat ho
tkingbacksunday8: ya he has a lil sis
tkingbacksunday8: i always tell him i am going to take her out and shit
WintersDying: how old is da bitch?
tkingbacksunday8: he gets all mad
tkingbacksunday8: 14
WintersDying: awesome
WintersDying: 14 is just right.
tkingbacksunday8: ya 14 is prime.
tkingbacksunday8: you want the hook up
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    Rhapsody - Knightrider Of Doom

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comfirmation of my boredom tonight:


it's pretty funny.
least i thought so.

i probally should goto bed soon...
i have to be at work at 1pm.
then i have a paper to write tonight...
and god knows what else homework i've forgot/put off.

night all.
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    Coheed and Cambria - Junesong Provision